Well, the time has come.  Tomorrow is my last day at work.  It has been a tough few weeks.  I have been busy getting it all done at school on top of Relay for Life, C's First Holy Communion and K's play this weekend.  I am stretched.  On top of that, I have been in a bad place.  The stress of what is actually happening is weighing heavily on me.  I feel cut off from the world and I have been talking here and there.  I definitiely have cut down on how much I talk.   I know I am not but it is hard to have a one sided conversation.  I do talk at work but that will end tomorrow.  Sounds great to have a house to yourself for 8 hours - doesn't?  I am sure I will like it at first but it seems never ending.  This is all BEFORE surgery -  can't even schedule until after I see the dr. again.  I know there is an end in sight.  I will try and "relish" time alone - read a book, watch a movie, organize every room, sit outside and get sun.

I hope to find some funnies in the next few weeks.  HEck - I make myself laugh all the time. I will update you on good books and movies.  And yes, I have read, finished and adored Fifty Shades!!!